I Wonder Why People Gets Annoyed

Yesterday and today, I've had 2 person getting annoyed because I asked questions. Maybe my questions were repetitive but I can't confirm it because I don't really remember my question word for word.

The reason I asked the questions is because I cared for the people involved. If I didn't care about the person, I just wouldn't bother about asking that person so many questions to clarify things. Maybe just 1 question as courtesy and after that, I don't think I'll even bother to talk to them always

I'm starting to feel that I'm weird. Or probably there's some kind of obsession of asking questions or wanting to know. I was also thinking of the obsession of attention to details but this couldn't be. Otherwise, I'd probably be very obsessed with arranging things neatly.

As it is now, I don't think that this obsession is affecting me directly. It is affecting (usually annoying) those around me and it may have a slight impact on my relationships with those people around me. So far, I'm thinking about consulting a psychologist but is it worth the money? Not for now

Interesting Weekend!

It's been an interesting weekend!! The weekend started early for me on Thursday night when me and a bunch of friends went out to have some fun (if you know what kind of fun we had, just keep it to yourself). Btw Zheng, you don't have to announce to the entire world what I did on Thursday night

Then, the next morning I went for a run in Tmn Bukit Jalil Feng, Yian and Ian and had dim sum for breakfast after that. It was followed by carolling practice which went pretty well. It was fun to be singing the CNY songs and Buddhist hymns.

The more important day will of course be the day of CNY Carolling. Had a pretty long day of being kapiya and time-keeper at the same time. Had a few issues here and there but thanks to Amy, Su-Jin, Feng, TT and all those involved, we managed to iron out all the issues during the day. It was fun to be singing. Watching Zheng's high look when he's singing the CNY songs never fails to make me laugh. Stayed over at Wing's place. Thank you very much for the hospitality!

The most interesting day will definitely be today (Sunday). Woke up at about 9.00am and started joking with Zheng, Jason, Wing and Feng until about 10.00am. Then prepared to go to karaoke in GreenBox in Jusco Cheras Selatan. This is the first time that I went to karaoke with them and it was really fun. The group is also pretty small, so everyone had their opportunity to sing the songs that they liked. Then, we went back to Wing's place to play some mahjong before going home

Back in Tmn Desa, I went to play football in the evening, followed with dinner with my sisters. The best part was my sister's car tyre was punctured by a nail and I had to change the tyre for her. Managed to get it done within 30 mins!! GRAHHHH!!! (all thanks to Zheng's car because I learnt to change car tyre better from there) :)

Signing off tired,
Lex

I Hate Being Old!

In the past few days, I've been feeling the effects of being old. A sprained ankle and wrist, a slightly weak lower back, and a knee and right hip that feels weird. As it is now, I just feel as though I've grown older by 10 years already.

I'll be going for a 15km run in the middle of next month and a 42km run at the end of the same month. Carrying all these joint injuries isn't going to make my life easier. Especially when joint injuries have the tendencies of recovering slower than other injuries. It usually takes a few months to recover fully from joint injuries. In my present physical condition, I'll only be able to complete 20km max. So far, I still don't know how I'm going to find the energy and mental power to finish the 42km run.

All that I'm hoping right now is to recover as soon as possible from these injuries. Presently, my injuries might not recover fully for the full marathon at the end of next month. Countdown: approx. 30 days

Annoyed Someone for Weeks?

Sometimes, when you are told that you're annoying may be very hard to accept by someone. I wonder what is wrong with me

I was told by a mutual friend of a friend (someone that I was a little interested in) that I am annoying. To be told that you're annoying is already pretty bad and a little difficult to accept. But to be told that you're annoying by another person feels a little bit more difficult to accept. And to make matters worse, it started a few weeks ago. Which also means that I've been annoying the same person for the past few weeks.

I wonder what went wrong. It was only less than a week ago that I was told by a close friend of mine (in Teluk Intan, he's a guy) that I can attract girls. I thought there is some truth in that statement to say the least. But to be told that I'm annoying to someone that I was trying to attract was really a big blow to me. Probably was how I behaved, probably it was how I talked to her. Maybe I've been talking to her too often about something that doesn't matter to her so much that it started to get boring and annoying. Probably I was asking too many stupid questions. I do not really know.

I guess I'm just destined to be a bachelor